allfireburns: Torchwood team wandering through the countryside. (we crashed like waves into the stars)
Because several people were very insistent that this should happen...


Because nostalgia and wish fulfillment fantasy are good for the soul. Despite the name, this is actually for any of the trappings of Valdemar you'd like to throw into your favorite fandom - Companions, bondbirds, gryphons, Firecats, lifebonds, Gifts, teenage angst and a bit of melodrama... If it came from a book in the Valdemar universe, go for it.

BEING SNARKY ABOUT SPARKLEPONIES MEANS YOU WILL NEVER BE A SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE. (That's really not true.) )
allfireburns: Sonic screwdriver. Text: "It was a nice day... and then the Doctor was dumb." (and then the Doctor was dumb)
I AM SITTING AT MY DESK. IN MY BEDROOM. WITH THE COMPUTER PLUGGED IN. IT IS A GLORIOUS FEELING.

...something about the current arrangement of the room, with the desk in the bedroom and all also makes me feel like I'm sixteen again and I don't know why. We shall disregard that feeling for the moment.

I haven't really been able to focus on anything today. I managed to beta a fic for [livejournal.com profile] lionessvalenti, and I cleaned up the cast list because [livejournal.com profile] _chibidragon_ reminded me that hey, I was going to finish the activity check... yesterday, but besides that? Cannot pay attention to anything for longer than five, maybe ten minutes. It sucks.

You should all go look at the cast list though, because it's just so pretty. I shoved Julia and Martin to NPC status - Julia because I can't keep her active but I do want a first angel still in Chicago, Martin because all his CR keeps dropping or dying, but I couldn't convince him to go to Colombia. Yeah, now he gets attached to Chicago. Go figure. So now I have thirteen characters, and two of those are doomed to die (or... something) at some point in the nearish future. \o/

And... both Twitter and LJ notifications are failing me today, so if I seem like I'm ignoring you or your tags or anything today, I'm not. Technology just hates me.

...yeah, I'm gonna go write now. Or at least pretend to until I have to fall into bed. I'm getting really good at that "pretending to write" thing. Not so much the actual writing.

EDIT: Okay, I forgot that it is still cold at night, and the bedroom with the door closed is cut off from any source of heat. BRB, finding ways to not freeze to death.
allfireburns: Torchwood team wandering through the countryside. (we crashed like waves into the stars)
1. Michaelcat is wrestling with a shoe. I think the shoe is winning.

2. I HAVE FOUND THE MOST WONDERFUL THING EVER. I have my big laptop set up on the table just behind my netbook, and I can play with them both using the keyboard and mouse from my netbook. I've been bouncing the cursor back and forth between the screens just because I can, and it is so cool. And I'm not going to lie, it makes me feel kind of badass working on two computers at once. Like Tosh, but without the super cool desk setup.

Now, hopefully, I can use this to be slightly more productive, instead of... using it to find new ways of procrastinating.

3. That productivity thing has not been going well, by the way. Part of it is that I'm very low-level sick right now - not enough that the sick is bothering me in itself, but it's making me feel very... off and just not myself. And it makes it very hard to write. And I've been trying to do tags, but all my character voices feel off. Bah. I think I'm getting over it, though? A little? Sorta?

4. I really need to get started on [livejournal.com profile] tardis_bigbang. Re...started. I mean, I already have 5000 words, but my concern is really less the word count and more that the story gets finished. I need to find the kind of motivation I get at the very beginning of November, because that would power me through the whole thing with no problem.

But first, catching up on original writing. I WILL BE VICTORIOUS.

5. Curry powder is not cinnamon, and I am so very glad I remembered this before I put the incorrect spice in my coffee.

6. Sometimes it is very worthwhile to just stand outside for a while and be snowed on. I don't know why, but it made me feel much better about life.

ETA: 7. I need to learn that I should not listen to Aim for the Head until the sun is up. Because EVERY TIME I listen to it when it's dark and I'm alone, I start getting paranoid about the zombie apocalypse outside my door. WAY TO GO, SELF.

...it probably doesn't help that I've watched Shaun of the Dead four times in the past week. And 28 Days Later twice. And Slither once. Shut up.
allfireburns: Torchwood team wandering through the countryside. (we crashed like waves into the stars)
1. Today is incredibly gray and rainy. This actually makes me incredibly happy, except for the vague concern that Beka will crash and die on her way to work (but I have that when it snows, and when it's icy, and when it's dark, and a lot of other times, so that's not really unique to rain). Also the fact that our driveway is now a horrific mudslide waiting to happen (or... maybe I'm paranoid because I grew up in Southern California and that is not so much a concern here). BUT ASIDE FROM THOSE THINGS, the rain is lovely and makes me happy, though it was nicer when it was coming down heavier and I could have music on and hear it at the same time.

2. I HAVE A NEW PLAN FOR PRODUCTIVITY. And that plan is that I should really reconquer my desk from the cats - I haven't been using it much, because none of the outlets on that side of the house work, which is dumb and one of the many reasons I'd like to set my landlord on fire, but... anyway. The cats have claimed it as theirs in my absence and tend to get all stroppy when I try to use it. Well. Simba gets stroppy, and then sits there by my wrist and glowers. Michael just wants on my lap so he can drool on me.

Once conquest of the desk is accomplished, I will do tags on Gwen (my internet computer) for as long as her battery lasts over here. And then I get to plug her back in, bring Sarah Jane (the netbook, which is for writing) over to the desk, and write things until her battery runs out. And then... repeat the process. That may be unnecessarily complicated, but I don't care. I WILL BE VICTORIOUS.

...though productivity is a lot easier when just sitting upright doesn't make me feel exhausted. There's really not a lot I can do about that.

3. ...I really kind of miss my icons on this account. I didn't really realize it until yesterday, when I was writing a lot at [livejournal.com profile] comment_fic, but... I have no more angsty Doctor icons left! Or Doctor/Martha! THIS IS A TRAGEDY. (...I am okay with only having one Supernatural icon left. Because it's Jo, and she's awesome.)
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
Today, I discovered that my desk chair has an eject button.

No, really.

It's right next to the lever to adjust the height of the seat.

... :|
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
So I just spend an hour or so downloading and installing an old version of Petz that I don't need a CD for. It was totally worth it. MY CHILDHOOD! Yes, I am a total dork, you guys.

And now, I am going to finish the first chapter of my Big Bang and fiddle with [livejournal.com profile] spoilerpatrol's journal. For... reasons.

If I finish that chapter of my Big Bang, I may then work on replotting the last part of On a Saturday. I miss On a Saturday. And I know new people now that I would like to introduce to that universe. ...yes, I treat my own verses like fandoms. WHAT OF IT?

Evie's sleep schedule and mine are not syncing up. I've decided to fix this by... staying up until the NEXT time she sleeps. WE'LL SEE HOW THAT GOES. It may require so much coffee. That can be done. And anyway, it can't be any worse than that one time I stayed up waiting for Evie to get home from the airport and it had been about 48 hours without sleep for both me and Jaqui and there was tagging with Gene and Sam... That was fun.
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
Lately, when I can't get my brain to work for other things, I start working on my epic Doctor Who timeline... thingy. Because I like having a reference for my canon, and as it is, everything I need is all scattered around the internet. So I'm... collating.

I just got stuck in the 1980s. For, like, two and a half hours. GAH.

I'm gonna go... write... now. Or do something that's not staring at dates and episode titles.

(As a note, 1973 was not a good year for the Master. Although not quite as embarrassing as the year before that, which is when the plastic daffodils come into play. ...God, I would HOPE he finds that embarrassing. Master, THIS IS WHY YOU ALWAYS LOSE.)
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
If this one person on [livejournal.com profile] tw100 doesn't stop reviewing every drabble anyone posts with the same two-word comment, I swear I'm going to punch them. Or go and spam their last twenty posted stories with the same comment, but they might actually take that as a compliment, so maybe not.

I slept about four or five hours last night. ...this morning. Whatever. Didn't mean to, I just went to bed at five or six AM, woke up around ten... I also walked into a door last night. In my defense, I was trying to avoid turn on any lights so I wouldn't wake Evie and Jaqui, but... the point still stands. I walked into a door.

I've been kind of... twitchy lately, just in that... every time one of my friends talks about school, I feel sick. And... you know, I don't really mind that much - I'm not trying to guilt trip anyone about it or anything - I just... I'm jealous. God, I'm jealous. I want to be in school and it's just looking like less and less of a possibility and I absolutely hate that. I feel inferior and like a complete failure, and it doesn't help that this is exactly what my mother predicted would happen before I went to school, and I hate her for saying it and I hate myself for proving her right.

Whatever. I'm just going to... stop before I have to cry or punch things.

I figured I would throw one of these up since everyone else is doing it and I already had an account on the site...
My Valentinr - allfireburns
Get your own valentinr
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
Things I need to not do: accidentally hit the "on" button on a radio with my foot while threading Silent Hill in the Rift. There was a huge burst of OMGSTATIC, and I very nearly screamed and fell out of my chair. I am talented.

On a much less "Aubrey is dumb" note, I got nominated at the Children of Time Awards! *Gleefits* It was for Circus Girl Without a Safety Net, which is one of my favorites, so that's especially happymaking.

Also, today is the BEST DAY EVER. You don't need to know why. Just know that it IS.
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
HAH! I finally got GoogleDocs to work correctly and recognize that my folders exist! Take THAT, GoogleDocs, you bitch!

...Yes, this was totally important enough to merit its own post. Oh yes.
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
I don't suck at updating, really. Okay, maybe I do. But I've actually been able to write these past few days, so that is shiny and awesome, especially if it continues. I'd really like to start working on my novel again, but I don't really feel like I'm able to do that until we've settled down somewhere, finally. But we're getting our apartment on the 5th, so yay!

Until then, I'll just try and finish that one Torchwood story of doom. As long as I finish it before a year has passed since I posted the first chapter... Yeah.

Jaqui got a new TV that works, and Evie is playing Devil May Cry. It's adorable when she plays games. She squeaks. Evie and I are still looking for a DVD player that plays data DVDs. It's annoying.

I'm thinking about a new layout for this journal. And for [livejournal.com profile] find_rightbrain. I just... need to decide what I want to do with both of them. I'm leaning toward things in black and white and gray, I just have to find layouts that fit that. Bah.

Regarding the Eleventh Doctor casting, Spoilers! )

And very quickly, some comm pimping for the new year. Okay, so they're not new comms, but they're comms I think deserve so much more attention, because I love them.

[livejournal.com profile] itsproductivity is a writing prompt comm that runs in January, April, July and October. If you're looking for something to get you writing small things this month, you should totally check it out. It's open to fandom and original writing, and I love the prompts there.

[livejournal.com profile] whoniverse1000 is a Whoniverse community in which the goal is getting 1000 fics written, each with a different pairing. Crossover and historical characters are allowed. We're 1/5 of the way there already, and I would so love to see it reach the goal. So if you write in the Whoniverse, maybe consider popping over there and writing a pairing or two? It's shiiiny.
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
So. If I were to write massive amounts of fic about Torchwood One, because sometimes I can't help myself... and all the dialogue kept coming out sounding like Sports Night but with aliens in... would this necessarily be a bad thing?

Purely hypothetical question, of course. Really.

Also, as Christmas approaches, I'm feeling a pressing desire to watch Christmas episodes of things. Mostly "The Christmas Show" and "In Excelsis Deo" and "Amends" and "The River of Stars". I might have to arrange for this to happen.
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
Things I demand an explanation for:
  1. The costume department of S4 Buffy
  2. This picture
  3. The existence of Zardoz
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
Evie just accidentally sprayed red juice at me. Just a little, but it hit my hand and I had a weird and disturbing thought process along the lines of "The ceiling's dripping. Is there a hole in the ceiling? Is that BLOOD?" ...and then my brain went to predictable places from there. Or at least predictable if you know that I've been reading Supernatural fic that I saved on my laptop earlier this morning.

Speaking of Supernatural, we decided it must take the boys fucking long to get absolutely anywhere. Because it looks like they're driving on state roads ALL THE FUCKING TIME. Boys! How do you get anything done, ever? ...that's all.

I finished that fic, by the way! I'll need to rewatch Aliens of London/World War III and Army of Ghosts/Doomsday before posting it, but I finished it. Now I can actually... do other things.

In other news, we're leeching internet from a Holiday Inn, and GoogleMaps estimates we have about six hours to go. No snow so far, but... um... not holding out much hope for that continuing. Wish us luck!

...I also still need a new coat, but Evie's letting me use her trenchcoat until we get to Iowa City and I can get something there. It is a nice trenchcoat. It makes me feel like Harry Dresden.
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (BTR*D: The sense God gave a penguin)
Dear LJ,

Today I drove in the rain and drove us into a ditch. No, really. ...I'm not doing that again.

I has a Chris nao. I am pleased by this. We had to do the most unsafe driving ever to get her to our motel room, but it's okay. We all survived. We're watching random James Bond movie on teevee because there's no place to plug in the DVD player. I never pay any attention to James Bond movies, but whatever.

The puppy keeps snuggling against pillows in every hotel room we're in. I'm not sure why, but it's adorable.

As soon as we're in one place for more than a night, I'm so rearranging the things in the car so that I can actually get to things. Like... y'know... suitcases. With clothes. Rawr. Let's hope I don't injure myself doing so.

And now I need to write things. Really. I'm going to finish that goddamn fic.
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
So Thanksgiving was good. Had a moment of near-spaz, but I got over that. Got my youngest brother to eat way more pie than was wise so that he could punch my other brother in the stomach as hard as he could (he's ten, the other brother's seventeen, it's not a big deal, it was just FUNNY). THIS IS MY FAMILY, GUYS.

We are in Virginia now, near the border, and soon to be heading out so that we can has a Chris later today! OMGYES! ...But before we leave, I have to copy and save a few people's fics, so that I can catch up on stuff.

I have HOURS AND HOURS IN THE CAR. And Evie's probably going to be doing most of the driving today because... it's looking like rain and I cannot drive in rain. (I had a thing once with a storm in the desert and a semitruck and it was bad.) So reading it is! ...And finishing that damn fic I started.
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
Rawr. Packing up to leave... later today. Yes, I can only ever pack at the last minute. It's a bad habit of mine, but the bright side is that I kick ass at packing. As Rizzy and I were saying later, being a military brat, there are skills you pick up alongside all the dysfunction!

I just ran across my box of RENT playbills. I don't know why I still have them, except that I keep having a spaz at the thought of throwing them out. It seems wrong somehow. Of course, lugging a boxful of playbills across the country (several times now, often when we had VERY LIMITED PACKING SPACE) isn't the sanest of things, but... eh, I never claimed to be all that sane. It's too bad there's no one I know who would want a random RENT playbill. Seriously, I have about fifty of them. *Rolls eyes*

I'm not sure when I acquired this many clothes. The number of books I'm not surprised at, I'm just annoyed at finding places to put them. And my back hurts a lot, but that was to be expected.

I am very excited for the roadtrip, though. I GET TO LEAVE FLORIDA. AND NEVER COME BACK IF I CAN HELP IT. AND I GET TO SEE PEOPLE ON THE WAY! MANY PEOPLE! I cannot wait.

And I may or may not have packed a full backpack of nothing but blank notebooks. You know. Just in case. ...Don't judge me.
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
*Sigh* I am having the biggest problems with focus today. I should be caught up, but I just... can't sit down and write. Granted, all the Rift activity in the past couple days more than makes up for any trouble writing, but... still. (You guys. I'm not sure you realize, but the Rift is my biggest fandom these days. It's awesome, because every day I get to go "YAY NEW CANON!" ...Except not so much lately, because it's been on NaNo hiatus. So it's EXTRA YAY for new canon!)

But yeah. You can tell that my failure at writing is bad when I'm going "You know, I don't feel like writing for NaNo now. How about I write the last chapter of TBYAT?" THAT is the story I'm supposed to be stalling on! That's the story I'm always putting off! When that is the story I want to run away and hide in... I need help.

Or lots of coffee. I have that, so we'll see how that goes.

But yes. I'm looking forward to the end of NaNo now, because it means I get to finish TBYAT. I'm also looking forward to it because it means I get to plot the series with EPIC ANGELIC ROADTRIP. There is nothing not cool about badass angels (alright, one of them isn't so badass) and an epic roadtrip where they KILL THINGS.

...I'm so easy to please sometimes.
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
Having such a totally screwed up sleep schedule does have some benefits. Like many, many hours of being wide awake right after NaNo starts. I am pleased with this.

1) That prologue was not supposed to be so fucking long. I'm not even sure it counts as a prologue anymore. Damn it.

2) When you have to stop and ask yourself "Am I really killing someone with a giant undead raccoon monster in the prologue?", you are doing NaNo right. Or oh so wrong. I haven't quite decided.

3) Chris is still ahead of me. I've kind of resigned myself to this, and I'm okay with it because I love that universe and more writing in it is always a thing of joy. Still. Dammit, Chris. You make me feel inadequate.

4) DID I MENTION THE ZOMBIES?

5) I really need titles for these books. I've got a title for the damn trilogy, just not the books themselves, and that is annoying.

6) ...Yes, this song totally is on my playlist for this book. I make no apologies.
allfireburns: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (Default)
Guys, this is why I love the kids at [livejournal.com profile] beyondtherift. You know, beyond the chaos and high mortality rate.

magistrate: Proposition.
Jaqui: Possible response.
magistrate: Addendum.
Jaqui: Irelevant tangent.
Evie: Quasi-related exclamation!
magistrate: Acknowledgement and amusement at irrelevant tangent. On-topic caveat and disclaimer.
thiefofvoices: Expression of dismay!
Kawaiispinel: Confused punctuation mark.
magistrate: Clarification.
thiefofvoices: Clarification.
*** Evie changed the topic to: topic reflecting humor of chat
Kawaiispinel: Emoticon reflecting amusement.
thiefofvoices: Similar emoticon, typed at almost the same time as Chris's.
Jaqui: Accusation of Chris stealing voices again.
Evie: Overly enthusiastic use of punctuation after similar emoticon
thiefofvoices: Phonetic spelling of whatever amused noise I might have made.
Ai: Silence.
Jaqui: Mention that the humor killed the chat.


In other news, Hart and Thane make my soul want to cry.