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allfireburnsYeah, still can't force myself to do anything productive. I can't tell if the looming deadline of TBB is making it worse, or just... existing, totally tangential to the writingfail.
I think my brain is just stuck in input mode right now - I don't know how it got that way, and I don't know how to flip it back. There's nothing wrong with being in input mode, in theory, and except for TBB, this is not a bad time for it to happen, but... augh. I get all lost and depressed when I don't have something to show for my existence every day, and that has been more often than not lately.
I did manage to power through Torchwood in the last few days, including CoE - I've been putting off a rewatch for months and months, but now that I have watched it again? I would just like to reaffirm my love for the girls. All of them.
I'd forgotten especially how much I loved Lois, and I might have made an embarrassingly loud noise of pure GLEE when she answered "You and whose army?" with the word "Torchwood." SO. MUCH. LOVE. I'm seriously considering trying to find a place to play her. ...or Alice. Either one.
I think I'm going to curl up somewhere and just read a book until Doctor Who is up and Beka gets home. And hope I don't get attacked by any wasps in the meantime. They keep getting into the house, and I don't know how, and last night one started chasing me across the living room. I'd rather not repeat that experience.
I think my brain is just stuck in input mode right now - I don't know how it got that way, and I don't know how to flip it back. There's nothing wrong with being in input mode, in theory, and except for TBB, this is not a bad time for it to happen, but... augh. I get all lost and depressed when I don't have something to show for my existence every day, and that has been more often than not lately.
I did manage to power through Torchwood in the last few days, including CoE - I've been putting off a rewatch for months and months, but now that I have watched it again? I would just like to reaffirm my love for the girls. All of them.
I'd forgotten especially how much I loved Lois, and I might have made an embarrassingly loud noise of pure GLEE when she answered "You and whose army?" with the word "Torchwood." SO. MUCH. LOVE. I'm seriously considering trying to find a place to play her. ...or Alice. Either one.
I think I'm going to curl up somewhere and just read a book until Doctor Who is up and Beka gets home. And hope I don't get attacked by any wasps in the meantime. They keep getting into the house, and I don't know how, and last night one started chasing me across the living room. I'd rather not repeat that experience.
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Date: 2010-05-08 03:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-05-08 08:46 pm (UTC)I seriously can't decide between them. Alice is the BEST MAMALION EVER, and like a tiny (okay, not so tiny) female Jack, and keeps making me flail with break today. But Lois is like the utterly impossible and wonderful lovechild of Tosh, Ianto and Martha and I COULD NOT LOVE HER MORE IF I TRIED.
If, however, you were to take Lois, that would solve my problem. XD Not that I have... any flipping idea where I'd play them. Prose games are annoyingly hard to find, and trust me, I have been looking. *Grump*
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Date: 2010-05-08 08:46 pm (UTC)