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allfireburnsYeah, still can't force myself to do anything productive. I can't tell if the looming deadline of TBB is making it worse, or just... existing, totally tangential to the writingfail.
I think my brain is just stuck in input mode right now - I don't know how it got that way, and I don't know how to flip it back. There's nothing wrong with being in input mode, in theory, and except for TBB, this is not a bad time for it to happen, but... augh. I get all lost and depressed when I don't have something to show for my existence every day, and that has been more often than not lately.
I did manage to power through Torchwood in the last few days, including CoE - I've been putting off a rewatch for months and months, but now that I have watched it again? I would just like to reaffirm my love for the girls. All of them.
I'd forgotten especially how much I loved Lois, and I might have made an embarrassingly loud noise of pure GLEE when she answered "You and whose army?" with the word "Torchwood." SO. MUCH. LOVE. I'm seriously considering trying to find a place to play her. ...or Alice. Either one.
I think I'm going to curl up somewhere and just read a book until Doctor Who is up and Beka gets home. And hope I don't get attacked by any wasps in the meantime. They keep getting into the house, and I don't know how, and last night one started chasing me across the living room. I'd rather not repeat that experience.
I think my brain is just stuck in input mode right now - I don't know how it got that way, and I don't know how to flip it back. There's nothing wrong with being in input mode, in theory, and except for TBB, this is not a bad time for it to happen, but... augh. I get all lost and depressed when I don't have something to show for my existence every day, and that has been more often than not lately.
I did manage to power through Torchwood in the last few days, including CoE - I've been putting off a rewatch for months and months, but now that I have watched it again? I would just like to reaffirm my love for the girls. All of them.
I'd forgotten especially how much I loved Lois, and I might have made an embarrassingly loud noise of pure GLEE when she answered "You and whose army?" with the word "Torchwood." SO. MUCH. LOVE. I'm seriously considering trying to find a place to play her. ...or Alice. Either one.
I think I'm going to curl up somewhere and just read a book until Doctor Who is up and Beka gets home. And hope I don't get attacked by any wasps in the meantime. They keep getting into the house, and I don't know how, and last night one started chasing me across the living room. I'd rather not repeat that experience.
