I'm fighting the urge to burn down THE WORLD. Like Gallifrey, but not so much for great justice.

[allfireburns]

Ugh. I slept for twelve fucking hours yesterday, woke up after almost everyone had gone to bed already (or just as they were going to bed), and feel way more exhausted for it than when I only sleep four or five hours. And on top of that, my neck and shoulders and upper arms hurt like hell, my whole body's in a state of vaguely achy, and I feel like crying.

It is frickin' impossible to be productive when I hurt this much, and when I'm not productive, I hate everything and want to kick myself, and it's a neverending cycle of suck. *Grumblemutter* Also, we've got about a week and a half until we move, and still have not started packing. That needs to start soon, because I am not doing the last-minute packing thing again. It will kill me.

So if anyone was wondering how I'm doing... yeah. That's about the shape of it. I hate the world. (Except you, dear flist. I still love you.)

Other things I do not hate (which I must remind myself of so I don't start lighting things on fire) include:
- Pumpkin spice frapuccinos from Starbucks and caramel apple ice blendeds from Coffee Bean. This is the best time of the year for vaguely coffee-like drinks. Jaqui's Ianto may make horrified faces at me over Starbucks, but I don't care. The pumpkin spice things make me happy.
- beyondtherift, as always. We are so close to finishing this plot that's been going on for ages, you guys. So close. And then PLAGUES. No one does epic like the Rift. We're badass, you guys.
- Supernatural this season. Last season (which I just finished watching, like, two weeks ago) pissed me the hell off, and I wanted to cling to my grudge for just a little longer, but... certain things in the most recent episode meant I had to watch at least the first two episodes of this season. And OH MY GOD. The show earned all my love back with this most recent episode. ALL OF IT. Definitely a favorite. ...they will probably fuck it up again by the end of this season, but right now, I am in love.
- daemonprompts. Daemonfic is AWESOME, guys! Go write some! There aren't any activity requirements or anything. Just awesome fic. *Plans to write something as soon as her brain is back*
- On a Saturday. I'm only working on it in fits and spurts because getting my brain to focus on anything for too long is a trial and a half, but it is still awesome and so much fun. *Needs to get back to writing/editing the first draft*

Comments

[darthsemicolon.livejournal.com]

I AM MADE OF SO MUCH FAIL. I keep looking at BTR and going 'hmmm, maybe there's something my pups could do', and then...nothing. Mmmmmph. *flail* I want to do things, but I don't knoooow.

ALSO FEEL BETTER. *hugs*

[allfireburns.livejournal.com]

♥ IT'S OKAY. It happens to everyone every now and then... If there's anything I can do, or if you just want one of my characters for random interaction or anything, let me know! Also, I'm totally going to reply to Romana at some point today. My tagbrain is just... slow.

THANK YOU. I'm just trying not to die of OMG OW right now. My body sucks.

[darthsemicolon.livejournal.com]

Romana apparently wants to run for mayor of Chicago once Randall has been offed. NO, ROMANA, BAD IDEA. JUST KEEP BEING A JAGUAR. REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED TO THE LAST PLACE YOU WERE IN CHARGE OF? :| Stupid muses with a fondness for politics.

It seems like everybody is sick/hurty/etc. :( Myself included, but shh. Bodies do, indeed, suck.

[allfireburns.livejournal.com]

OH MY GOD, ROMANA. I can't decide if that's awesome or HORRIFYING. ...neither can the Doctor, for that matter.

She should definitely talk to the Vesmier at some point, though. He's good at politics. ...it's about the only thing he's good at, the poor man. The Doctor and his humans keep leaking their damn EMOTIONS all over him.

Mrrrph. You feel better too. We should all make a blanket fort with soft things and pain meds and lots of tea and never come out.

[darthsemicolon.livejournal.com]

A bit of both! She's all "Well, it's just humans, how hard can it be?" *facepalm* IT IS NOT JUST HUMANS, ROMANA. YOU CANNOT JUST BLOW UP CHICAGO IF EVERYTHING GOES WRONG.

...well, okay, she probably could.

(To be fair, she wouldn't ICly run for office without a thorough grasp on the complexities of the situation. Muses are just silly sometimes.)

Yaaay blanket fort! I am all for this idea. *makes delicious chicken soup*

[allfireburns.livejournal.com]

XD Oh, Romana. Blowing up Chicago is not an option. Except for the Coffee Shop. That gets blown up all the time - people would barely notice.

THE DOCTOR LOVES YOU, ROMANA, BUT HE IS DUBIOUS ABOUT THE COMBINATION OF YOU AND CHICAGO AND POLITICAL OFFICE.

Mmm. Chicken soup sounds awesome right now. I might have to see if that can be acquired somewhere, whenever Beka wakes up.

[darthsemicolon.livejournal.com]

BUT WHAT IF THE DALEKS INVADE, HUH? THEN WHAT?

Romana says she will just eat anybody who disagrees with her. :| Also the Doctor can have some completely ridiculous-sounding title! IT WILL BE AWESOME.

I want chicken soup now. *pouts* Maybe I'll talk my mom into making some when we're being bachelorettes this week. SEPTEMBER IS TOTALLY CLOSE ENOUGH TO WINTER TO BE SOUP WEATHER.

[allfireburns.livejournal.com]

THE DALEKS ARE DEAD. THE DOCTOR MADE SURE OF THAT. ...except for that one that fell through the Rift and got its ass kicked by a giant jackrabbit. They keep that one in a closet in the Conrad. It's gotten a bit existential.

Oh, well, if the Doctor gets a ridiculous title, then he might be persuaded to - no, wait, he already has a ridiculous title that pretends to be a name. XD

...Romana, eating people is not a proper form of government. :|

It totally is! ...I live in Arizona right now. No weather is soup weather. Fuck you, Arizona.

[kawaiispinel.livejournal.com]

*GNAWS ON* I hope you feel better soon, love, because... It needs to be said here to. Yes. ♥

And thank you for the pimp. WE WILL MAKE THE WORLD WRITE US SOME EFFIN' DAEMONFIC. :D

[allfireburns.livejournal.com]

*Curls up on* I don't know why my entire back decided to knot up just before you went to bed, but IT CAN STOP NOW. >:E

Yes. Yes, we shall! ...I should probably give up on poking at this damn fic and write some daemonfic. Staring at Jack in hopes he's going to start being helpful is not working.

[emilystarr1.livejournal.com]

:(

*snugs*

[allfireburns.livejournal.com]

*Lovenoms* ♥

I'm feeling slightly better now. Not as much in pain, which is a plus!