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So I quit [livejournal.com profile] writerinadrawer. I had nothing for this week's prompt anyway - a few vague ideas, but nothing I really loved, and I could see the negative votes for stupid reasons coming a mile off. It's not that I don't enjoy the challenge, because I really, really do, but I'm not having enough fun with it right now to kill myself writing a story I'm not interested in anyway.

On top of which, the fact that the rounds were going into overtime meant that the last round, if I got there, would have happened right when we're moving, and it is hard to write in a car. Not impossible, but I wouldn't want to bet on my ability to manage it. Of course, now that I've dropped out, they're not going into overtime anymore, but... y'know, it wasn't going to work out in my favor either way.

It does not help that I have been having issues involving anything creative whatsoever. Fanfic, original fic, RP, doesn't matter, I suck at it. And maybe the sane thing to do would be to take a break, stop trying and wait for it to come back, but I've got nothing else to do with myself, and I think I'd just go even more crazy doing nothing.

God, I'm having such a terrible day. Week. Whatever. I don't even know anymore.

EDIT: On the slightly brighter side, I have a pumpkin spice frappuccino. Pumpkin spice stuffs are my favorite. :D

Date: 2009-09-12 01:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Awww, I'm so sorry to see you leave. I really liked your WIAD stories.

Your fic is outstanding. It was some of the first stuff I read in this fandom and I was so impressed.

Date: 2009-09-12 03:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kawaiispinel.livejournal.com
*cuddleloves* ♥ My bad week and your bad week need to elope to Florida and never speak to us again. *noms* I hope everything gets better for you.

Date: 2009-09-12 03:05 am (UTC)
ext_25002: The TARDIS on the Plass, in front of the Millennium Centre (TW: We crashed like waves into the stars)
From: [identity profile] allfireburns.livejournal.com
I'm annoyed with myself for leaving, honestly, but there was no way I'd be able to do the last round anyway, so I figured I might as well not drive myself crazy until then.

Thank you, though. Really. Your comment brightened my day considerably. ♥

Date: 2009-09-12 03:07 am (UTC)
ext_25002: The TARDIS on the Plass, in front of the Millennium Centre (DW*10/Mt/J: Where do we go from here?)
From: [identity profile] allfireburns.livejournal.com
Seriously. *Grumblemutter* It's not funny, universe. Please to be knocking it the hell off.

You too, love. You deserve happy things, and soon, dammit.

Date: 2009-09-14 11:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] emilystarr1.livejournal.com
You are SO far away from sucking at ALL THOSE THINGS it's not even funny.

So yes.

*growls at whatever made you think that. GROWLS*