Once upon a time I was an ocean...

Nnnngh. I slept late today, even though I went to bed early, and woke up feeling like shit. The kind where I can't stand up without feeling dizzy and weak, I'm shaky all over, it's hard to breathe, and my heart's beating faster than normal and won't slow down. This happens to me, actually, on a fairly regular basis - at least once a month. I have no idea why, but it's not fun.

And any form of stress just makes all this worse. And of course, this would be the day that Evie gets a flat tire driving to work and now has no way to get home.

I'm going to have to call Midas, since those were the front tires that they just replaced, and see if there's anything they can do, but I think I'm going to have to take half an hour or forty-five to just... calm down first, because now I feel even less like I can breathe properly, and my heart just should not be going this fast unless I've been running. A lot.

I feel bad, because I want to get this taken care of for Evie as quickly as possible, but I've got enough trouble speaking on the phone as it is. If I'm having trouble breathing and worried about my heart at the same time? It's not even going to happen.

It's not a bad day. I'd just like to be able to do things without the tiniest bit of stress making me unable to do anything because my body literally can't handle it.

You better run to the city of refuge...

Fucking fuck. My USB mouse is broken. Why, I don't know - I have the sneaking suspicion something spilled on it. The reason I have the USB mouse is that the right click on my laptop doesn't work, so I need the USB mouse for that.

I'm going to cry now.

EDIT: Oh, and now it works? What the fuck? *Glares at it* Don't DO that to me! I'm not in a good state of mind to deal with any of my electronics crapping out on me.

EDIT II: Apparently it's going to alternate working and not working. Very funny.