Once upon a time I was an ocean...

[allfireburns]

Nnnngh. I slept late today, even though I went to bed early, and woke up feeling like shit. The kind where I can't stand up without feeling dizzy and weak, I'm shaky all over, it's hard to breathe, and my heart's beating faster than normal and won't slow down. This happens to me, actually, on a fairly regular basis - at least once a month. I have no idea why, but it's not fun.

And any form of stress just makes all this worse. And of course, this would be the day that Evie gets a flat tire driving to work and now has no way to get home.

I'm going to have to call Midas, since those were the front tires that they just replaced, and see if there's anything they can do, but I think I'm going to have to take half an hour or forty-five to just... calm down first, because now I feel even less like I can breathe properly, and my heart just should not be going this fast unless I've been running. A lot.

I feel bad, because I want to get this taken care of for Evie as quickly as possible, but I've got enough trouble speaking on the phone as it is. If I'm having trouble breathing and worried about my heart at the same time? It's not even going to happen.

It's not a bad day. I'd just like to be able to do things without the tiniest bit of stress making me unable to do anything because my body literally can't handle it.

Comments

[kawaiispinel.livejournal.com]

*HUGS*

Rrow. Damn your body and it's weird quirks. STOP MAKING MY AUBREY ILL, DAMMIT. *flails* ...Yes.

*more hugs* Feel better soon.

[allfireburns.livejournal.com]

*Hugsback* Thank you. I just... arrgh. I really, really hate being sick all the time. And not even sick in a way that's identifiable - I have no fucking idea what the reason for this shit is. *Growls and curls up*

[moons-storm.livejournal.com]

Does Evie need a ride home? Cause Roger and I will be heading out to doing some grocery shopping, and we could pick her up and bring her home to you...

[allfireburns.livejournal.com]

The tire's not completely flat yet, and she says she can make it to Midas on it, so she's going to try to take a long and early lunch break and try to get it fixed then. It's going to rip the tire to shreds on the way there, but it's really the only way we're going to get it there, so...

If nothing disastrous happens, she should be fine by the time she can come home, but thank you very much for the offer. ♥

[moons-storm.livejournal.com]

*hugs* You guys can always call if you have need, sweetie. <3

[cameraneverlies.livejournal.com]

*hugs tight* Oh Aubrey, we need to get you a new body, we really do.

I don't know if there's anything I can do but if you have a brilliant idea, let me know, okay? Meanwhile just feel better.

[allfireburns.livejournal.com]

Yes, we really do. *Growrs and clings to* Stupid body. You're supposed to last at least a bit longer than this before you start falling apart!

[emilystarr1.livejournal.com]

Ahem. >>

Doctor, please? Yes?

*says it all nicely but looks a command at you*

*smiles sweetly ... and scarily*

Really, though, has there been any update on the seeing of a doctor thing that I may have missed? :\ And, *hugs*. Feel better. And take care of yourself. *scary again*

[allfireburns.livejournal.com]

Ah. *Shifty* Yeah. There was an issue with my insurance... and it got fixed... but now there's an issue with transportation...

Doctor will happen! I promise! Just... eventually. ♥?

[emilystarr1.livejournal.com]

*growls* I swear to god someday I am moving everyone I love here simply for the fucking transportation system.

*hugs* I hope you feel better until the eventually, then. ♥