no one gets to tell me if I've lost or if I've won

Went to Repo last night with shadowcast. It was kind of awesome.

Came home and was exhausted, and then was full of hate. The hate still hasn't gone away - I'm still fucking pissed, and really hoping someone does something to fix that soon.

And I haven't been able to actually sleep for more than a few hours for ages, and that isn't helping anything at all. So now I'm cold and exhausted and unhappy. Woohoo.

...I'm gonna go try and write stuff.