Awww, walking into a door. Poor dear. *snuggles* <3 So cute though. ^^
You are not a failure at all! Not in my eyes. School does not = success. I know that it can seem that way from the way people make it out to be, but it's not. Success should be measured by your own standards. I'm trying to keep my own standards down to: am I happy? XD Cause who knows what my prospects for the future will even be. Who knows if I'll do anything at all worth singing about. There are so many aspects of your life that I envy, that I wish I had in my own and I shall now list off these aspects. You have true love, someone that you can cuddle with and sex and share your whole life with. You're an incredibly talented writer. You're so fantasticat making graphics and layouts. You're amazing. You've been across the US on an epic road trip. You've lived in NYC. You've moved out. You are stronger than you realize and brave.
It's never too late to go to school if that's what you want to do! There are degrees that you can get entirely on-line so it lets you work during the day to help pay for it, if you fill out the FAFSA I bet you'd get a nice helpful amount of money to help, and yes. *snugs* Easier said than done, I realize, but never let anything get in the way of going to school.
And fuck I have to sleep. The point is once you take that first step, it feels good, it feels like hey, I'm taking control here... I don't know how to explain it. It's a great feeling. I get it everytime that I do what I know I need to do, when I get life stuff done instead of y'know... avoiding what needs to be done even the little things like waking up earlier and getting Starbucks, cause that is a serious anxiety issue for me sometimes. Going in some place new and ordering a drink. This whole week I've had that feeling of 'hey, anxiety, you got nothin on me'. It's been the best week in a while.
I know you can do it. And if you need any help figuring anything out. I'm here for you. Always. IM me or even call me if I'm not around. I would be glad to help you figure out how you can get back in to school if that's really what you want. If it's not, that's okay, too. :) You are a success in my eyes and someone that I look up to no matter what. Which is why I always ramble at you for advice and things.
OH MY GOD. LONGEST MOST EPIC COMMENT EVER. I am so sorry for rambling. I did not mean to. God. I'm embarrassed of myself. bwah. Sleep. I will do that now.
EDIT: LONGEST, MOST EPIC COMMENT EVER THAT WAS FILLED WITH TYPOS AND HALF FINISHED SENTENCES. *falls over and dies*
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Date: 2009-02-11 06:08 am (UTC)You are not a failure at all! Not in my eyes. School does not = success. I know that it can seem that way from the way people make it out to be, but it's not. Success should be measured by your own standards. I'm trying to keep my own standards down to: am I happy? XD Cause who knows what my prospects for the future will even be. Who knows if I'll do anything at all worth singing about. There are so many aspects of your life that I envy, that I wish I had in my own and I shall now list off these aspects. You have true love, someone that you can cuddle with and sex and share your whole life with. You're an incredibly talented writer. You're so fantasticat making graphics and layouts. You're amazing. You've been across the US on an epic road trip. You've lived in NYC. You've moved out. You are stronger than you realize and brave.
It's never too late to go to school if that's what you want to do! There are degrees that you can get entirely on-line so it lets you work during the day to help pay for it, if you fill out the FAFSA I bet you'd get a nice helpful amount of money to help, and yes. *snugs* Easier said than done, I realize, but never let anything get in the way of going to school.
And fuck I have to sleep. The point is once you take that first step, it feels good, it feels like hey, I'm taking control here... I don't know how to explain it. It's a great feeling. I get it everytime that I do what I know I need to do, when I get life stuff done instead of y'know... avoiding what needs to be done even the little things like waking up earlier and getting Starbucks, cause that is a serious anxiety issue for me sometimes. Going in some place new and ordering a drink. This whole week I've had that feeling of 'hey, anxiety, you got nothin on me'. It's been the best week in a while.
I know you can do it. And if you need any help figuring anything out. I'm here for you. Always. IM me or even call me if I'm not around. I would be glad to help you figure out how you can get back in to school if that's really what you want. If it's not, that's okay, too. :) You are a success in my eyes and someone that I look up to no matter what. Which is why I always ramble at you for advice and things.
OH MY GOD. LONGEST MOST EPIC COMMENT EVER. I am so sorry for rambling. I did not mean to. God. I'm embarrassed of myself. bwah. Sleep. I will do that now.
EDIT: LONGEST, MOST EPIC COMMENT EVER THAT WAS FILLED WITH TYPOS AND HALF FINISHED SENTENCES. *falls over and dies*