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allfireburnsI need to remember that no matter how tired I am, I should not nap for longer than an hour. I wake up feeling like my head's filled with cottonballs and stay that way for hours. Even after coffee. Not cool.
I've been stalling on writing tags until my head feels a little better, and in the meantime, finished up a fanmix I started after watching "Exit Wounds". It is very spoilery, especially since drabbles accompany it (if you just want the drabbles, they are here). This is my way of coping with things like this. "My soul hurts. LET ME SHARE MY SUFFERING." Or something like that.
Finding the screencaps for that made me start crying all over again. Mostly just the ones for the "Blue Light of the Flame" graphic. Weirdly enough, it wasn't the cap of Tosh dying that made me cry, but Jack's proudface while he's holding her. I don't know, it just... oh.
And while assembling the playlist, I realized something I did ages ago, before S2 even started. I have a ton of unfinished playlists sitting around on my iTunes, waiting for me to finish them so they can be made into proper fanmixes. One of those playlists is Jack/Ianto/Tosh (yes, they are my secondary Torchwood OT3, shut up), and on it is one of my favorite songs to use for threesomes. This song? Is "One of Us Is Gonna Die Young". My SOUL. It HURTS. So of course, I'm going to listen to the song now and make it worse.
Anyway. Tags now. Just... very slowly, because my brain is working very, very slowly, and it's annoying.
My icon, however, makes it better. I just can't not giggle when I look at it. I went on a search for a Tosh icon, and ended up with about five new Torchwood icons.
I've been stalling on writing tags until my head feels a little better, and in the meantime, finished up a fanmix I started after watching "Exit Wounds". It is very spoilery, especially since drabbles accompany it (if you just want the drabbles, they are here). This is my way of coping with things like this. "My soul hurts. LET ME SHARE MY SUFFERING." Or something like that.
Finding the screencaps for that made me start crying all over again. Mostly just the ones for the "Blue Light of the Flame" graphic. Weirdly enough, it wasn't the cap of Tosh dying that made me cry, but Jack's proudface while he's holding her. I don't know, it just... oh.
And while assembling the playlist, I realized something I did ages ago, before S2 even started. I have a ton of unfinished playlists sitting around on my iTunes, waiting for me to finish them so they can be made into proper fanmixes. One of those playlists is Jack/Ianto/Tosh (yes, they are my secondary Torchwood OT3, shut up), and on it is one of my favorite songs to use for threesomes. This song? Is "One of Us Is Gonna Die Young". My SOUL. It HURTS. So of course, I'm going to listen to the song now and make it worse.
Anyway. Tags now. Just... very slowly, because my brain is working very, very slowly, and it's annoying.
My icon, however, makes it better. I just can't not giggle when I look at it. I went on a search for a Tosh icon, and ended up with about five new Torchwood icons.
