Mrrph. Today is just... hard.
I woke up and my heart was freaking out, like it does from time to time. And the animals would not leave me alone, and knocked over the trash while I was taking a shower. And then I became convinced for some reason that the world would end if I did not clean my room right away (despite the whole... my heart is trying to kill me issue), and now just walking across my (very small) room is so exhausting I kind of want to cry.
I am too exhausted to sleep. How does that happen? Though I guess it probably didn't help that the cat decided to use me as a jungle gym the last time I attempted sleep.
On a vaguely related note, I had one of Seanan's CDs on repeat while I was cleaning, and I finally actually listened to "Four-Color Love" (sometimes it takes me, like, a year to actually pay attention to a song, okay?), and now I really want to write a superhero story. Which would be fine, except I don't know anything about superheroes. I don't like superheroes.
...of course, I said the same thing about fairies not that long ago, and now I am knee-deep in fae in both my original writing and my RP life. These things happen.
I woke up and my heart was freaking out, like it does from time to time. And the animals would not leave me alone, and knocked over the trash while I was taking a shower. And then I became convinced for some reason that the world would end if I did not clean my room right away (despite the whole... my heart is trying to kill me issue), and now just walking across my (very small) room is so exhausting I kind of want to cry.
I am too exhausted to sleep. How does that happen? Though I guess it probably didn't help that the cat decided to use me as a jungle gym the last time I attempted sleep.
On a vaguely related note, I had one of Seanan's CDs on repeat while I was cleaning, and I finally actually listened to "Four-Color Love" (sometimes it takes me, like, a year to actually pay attention to a song, okay?), and now I really want to write a superhero story. Which would be fine, except I don't know anything about superheroes. I don't like superheroes.
...of course, I said the same thing about fairies not that long ago, and now I am knee-deep in fae in both my original writing and my RP life. These things happen.