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allfireburns) wrote2008-09-11 02:19 am
allfireburns) wrote2008-09-11 02:19 am
I can lose my hard-earned freedom if my fear defines my world...
I need to stop almost crying over random, stupid things. Or snapping at people for doing absolutely nothing wrong. Of course, that's easier said than done when I'm nauseous and my ear and teeth ache and I can't take painkillers because they will make me more nauseous and I'll probably end up throwing up said painkillers anyway. This has been dealt with by the inhalation of a burger, as it was hunger-induced nausea, but still. The overemotional whatever. I am so done with it. Or really wish I could be.
On the bright side, I have been writing all day long. Which is nice, and I definitely prefer this to not being able to write at all, but it's to the point where I'm getting spazzy and twitchy and full of flail when I'm not writing. Like I do when I haven't written for weeks even though I've been writing every day lately and a hell of a lot just today. I really don't know what the fuck is going on there.
Although as a note, writing the character I've had around the longest is very, very comforting. I missed her. And because of her I can't stop listening to "Wild Waste and Welter" the past few days, but that's okay, because I adore that song.
Here, have a rec.
Experimental Science - Post-4x13 Donna fic. Donna still can't remember anything, but she has the odd compulsion to build things now. This. Is. Wonderful. The Donna characterization is gorgeous, the last couple scenes are tense and beautifully written and made me flail a lot, and it's got the element of scifi a lot of Doctor Who fics miss. (And I'm kind of a sucker for stories that involve broken spaceships and a countdown - "Out of Gas", "42"... anyway.) Go. Read it. Now.
On the bright side, I have been writing all day long. Which is nice, and I definitely prefer this to not being able to write at all, but it's to the point where I'm getting spazzy and twitchy and full of flail when I'm not writing. Like I do when I haven't written for weeks even though I've been writing every day lately and a hell of a lot just today. I really don't know what the fuck is going on there.
Although as a note, writing the character I've had around the longest is very, very comforting. I missed her. And because of her I can't stop listening to "Wild Waste and Welter" the past few days, but that's okay, because I adore that song.
Here, have a rec.
Experimental Science - Post-4x13 Donna fic. Donna still can't remember anything, but she has the odd compulsion to build things now. This. Is. Wonderful. The Donna characterization is gorgeous, the last couple scenes are tense and beautifully written and made me flail a lot, and it's got the element of scifi a lot of Doctor Who fics miss. (And I'm kind of a sucker for stories that involve broken spaceships and a countdown - "Out of Gas", "42"... anyway.) Go. Read it. Now.
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On the plus side, YAY WRITING. Not so much on the spazzy, twitchy front, but at least writing is happening and it's happy-making and YAY NATE. *gleefits*
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Hahah, you're having writing withdrawals ;]
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